Transguration#1

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A Beautiful soul that was just bruised and scarred by the ways of this dark and twisted world. In true essence she's a little white sheep, she had to wear  wolf skin to be able to survive and search for her true core.

Being in a world filled with Wolves, she ended up being addicted to an empty and cold life spiritually and emotionally . She faced a lot of monsters, she became mentally and emotionally enslaved to feeding the longings of a monster that she had created with her fears, insecurities, hurt and dark desires.

This in short made her believe that love really doesn't exist. She got into relationships with demons and monsters, animals that were never of her true nature well she never saw anything wrong with it because she had been under her own illusional spell that she was now a carnivorous savage.

In all her days of living she conquered many wars and battles by there was one that she could never defeat and that was Love. All she ever endeavoured was not to be voraciously lusted for like piece of meat 😅 (excuse the pun),she yearned for a soul that would appreciate, understand, respect, truly love and experience her existence on terms that were in her language.

She searched and searched. . .

Until one day she found herself looking deep within and she saw a luminous source of light that divulged a lost hidden memory of who she truly is at heart.

She found that there was one soul that had crept inside her soul and just spark a fire that she thought had long perished 😓 ..

This soul was wonderful but he also resides in a world of fear like she did. It's funny watching these two try to work they way around a world they aren't familiar with.

There's so much hope yet so much fear in both their eyes. He's a reticent soul, he's also a resident of the Gloom city. She feared that this journey would get them hurt and even more drifted apart from each other and what they urge to find.

Nonetheless she fell deeply in love with this soul. He's  raw and authentic. A soul that's of goodwill, humble, eccentric and had a strong character at heart, and mind.

He's still clueless at how to woo her but soon she believed that they'd be able to be deeply connected in every way possible. That their connection would run  From their finger tips through the map of their finger print, pervading every vein and fibre of their bodies till the tip of their hair shafts.

My point is that I'm falling in love with you daily and it's scary as hell.. I don't want you to be the one to hold me when I fall. I want you to be the one right next to me when making this fall, I want us to experience every ounces of fear, joy, spontaneous crazy acts, happiness, fights, hurt, sweat, love and every single moment of this fall together. Side by side holding each other's hands tightly so that when we eventually land (We've  realized that we've spent all our lives besides each other's side whilst falling we were actually growing old together) only our vassals will crash and break releasing our souls into a world of eternity together.