"Sweat, Tears, and Blood"

I keep trying but I keep
failing, it seems every
time that He drives the
nails in

This road isn't for the
weak, the soft, or the
of the heart faint...

You might think so but
it ain't

I press and I fight and
I send my petitions up
above, until I sweat in
my oblations and they
turn to blood

It is said that...

"Being in Anguish, He
  Prayed even more
  Earnestly, even until
  His Sweat became
  Great Drops of Blood"

Having experienced this
myself, I can say what it's
like to be there and know
at least a fraction of what
He felt

(Hematidrosis, also calledblood
  sweat is a very rare condition in
  which a human sweats blood.

 The term is from Greek haima/
  haimatos αἷμα, αἵματος meaning
  blood and hidrōs ἱδρώς meaning
  sweat.)

But I want my tears, sweat and
blood to turn into something more,
and to not unto me alone return.

We travail in our anguish and exert
our energy for a change to come, a
realease that gives us from these
perplexities of mind, comfort, at
least some

And our souls bleed-out and go into
the hearing of the God of Love -
some call it the Universe, the
Source - until we feel that
separation and His Assurance Heals
and Restores our bones


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