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Down the Rabbit Hole
My mind hurts; my body hurts.
I am in a strange unseen hole
full of clothes, music, and Chinese food.
My bed is wet with dreams; dreams of forced sleep.
My trash is abounding, its smell
held tightly inside vanilla trash bags.
This hole makes up my world;
I don’t want to leave
I want to sleep but my body won’t let me.
I could take a pill
but that would lead me down,
down a terrible road.
I know that road well, that road and my mind
became entranced with words and sex
until I broke, fell to the ground screaming and
holding tightly to a rag,
not for protection but to rip it apart,
to make it, it, it Bleed!
And then a calm after the storm,
then a raging wind…
I live in my hole and no one is allowed in anymore.
No men shall taint my bed
and my life will be more than a dream
a dream of my dreams;
I want to wake up in a rabbit’s nest
and eat sweet eggs and dance on broken shells.
The rabbit will laugh, and then kill me.
I’ve died before, over & over again.
I always wake up and cry.
I want to stay at least in an endless sleep
Dreams or no dreams.
I want to sleep!!
I alone know where to find me,
though I beg you to try.
I am in a strange unseen hole
full of clothes, music, and Chinese food.
My bed is wet with dreams; dreams of forced sleep.
My trash is abounding, its smell
held tightly inside vanilla trash bags.
This hole makes up my world;
I don’t want to leave
I want to sleep but my body won’t let me.
I could take a pill
but that would lead me down,
down a terrible road.
I know that road well, that road and my mind
became entranced with words and sex
until I broke, fell to the ground screaming and
holding tightly to a rag,
not for protection but to rip it apart,
to make it, it, it Bleed!
And then a calm after the storm,
then a raging wind…
I live in my hole and no one is allowed in anymore.
No men shall taint my bed
and my life will be more than a dream
a dream of my dreams;
I want to wake up in a rabbit’s nest
and eat sweet eggs and dance on broken shells.
The rabbit will laugh, and then kill me.
I’ve died before, over & over again.
I always wake up and cry.
I want to stay at least in an endless sleep
Dreams or no dreams.
I want to sleep!!
I alone know where to find me,
though I beg you to try.
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