"Addict to a Fiend"

Why am I here?
Fuck it I can’t take it!
Wish I could kick this fucking habit!
I’m sick of you always fucking me up
Day and night, night and fucking day
The way I lose my goddamn mind
When I look in your beautiful fucking eyes!
There is no escape from the rape of the crash
When you’re not around!
No rehab, no first or twelfth step
And no motherfucking stone un-kept!

Why am I here?
Fuck it, is this shit worth it?
Do I need another goddamn fix?
I kinda like how you fuck me up
Day and night, night and everyday
The way I lose my goddamn mind
When I look at your beautiful fucking eyes!
When you’re not around
Do I want to escape from the feel of the crash?
Are you the rehab? The first and twelfth step
Some fucking stones un-kept!

Why am I here?
Could you be worth it?
I need another fix
Love the way you leave me a mess
Day and night, night thru to day
The way I lose every thought in my mind
When I see me in your gorgeous eyes
I don’t want to escape from the bliss of the crash
When you’re not around
You’re the rehab, my first and twelfth step
I’ll leave these stones neatly kept.

I am here
Forevermore I will remain intoxicated
Dependant on my favorite narcotic
Euphoria found in the mess of the high
Day thru night, night thru to day
No thought ever in my mind
When I hallucinate in your eyes
No escape from where you take me
When you are around
My rehab, first and final step
Into another fix willingly I leapt

Living the life of an addict to a fiend!