Feel This Way

I don't want make this awkward
I just want to love you
but I don't know how
it used to come so easy
kinda felt like breathing
but I haven't breathed in awhile

am I supposed to know?
am I supposed to stay?
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?
why am I here alone?
you're so far away
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?

today is my birthday
and I haven't heard from you
I'm afraid to ask why
I don't want these candles
I don't want this cake
I just want you
where are you?

am I supposed to know?
am I supposed to stay?
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?
why am I here alone?
you're so far away

I already know the answer
I just don't want to say
it's not supposed to feel
feel this way
it's not supposed to feel
feel this way