tonight

tonight i lay me self down,
with a soul of mixed feelings,
a bleeding heart full of sorry,
eyes wet from tears never
thought of,
i blame no one for this pain,
but silly self ,
for believing in such lies,
cursing for ignoring all,
the chilly morning tried to warn
me,
the cold afternoon tried her best,
the sun couldn't show its face,
old brother knew it all,
now darkness invites me,
with arms wide open,
and so i lie down,
tonight,
cold
tears dripping down,
sure
i will cry tonight...over
you alright...and
tonight i'll sure get over