what to do

Words can not describe
These feelings inside
Tangled, confused
With not knowing what to do
Do I stay?
Do I go?
He will scream this i know
If I leave him all alone
But how much longer can i stand him and his control?
My life is not mine
Not now
Nor ever
At least so he thinks
He reeks of possessiveness
To cut my ties
I could die
Or so I fear
Threats of violence have been made before
It shakes me to my core
What do i do?
What do i do?
How i wish i knew!!