This ins't the end it's just the start..

his heads stuck in a place, that ain't showing no grace,
wakes up an just paces,
around the whole place,
hoping no one hears a sound when,
he takes his fist an puts it in the ground,
he  hides behind a smile of a frown,
that just tares em down,
meanwhile he's making his way around,
lives in a town that turns his whole life around,
but yet he still fights the emotions that open a place in his heart
that feels like a dried up tarp,
people wondering  does this kid really even  have a heart,
n,
this is the part,
that gets em to start up the defense of a world that he's pulled into,
wondering if he will ever be able to re start, an depart from the hopelessness of this art,
that builds up,
its just eaten em apart!


no one  really takes the time to listen
to his heart,
so he doesn't give it a start,
he just winds up an lights a spark,
unleashes what may be the start, of the break of his heart,
not really used to not being in the dark,
keeping his headphones blared up, trying not to be apart of
what's about to start,
but it's too late because he's already apart of about a quarter in the dark,
mom's always yelling at em telling him he's a worthless snart,
so he walks around with his head down trying to not to make eye contact
cuz he doesn't want anyone inside his heart,
an that's always the start,
of how people become apart  of another life,
so he fights to keep it clear en doesn't let anyone near,
he puts up a front looking tough so no one would want a bluff,
or even talk to the kid cuz he looks like some freak with a lid,
that's gonna blow,
so you can go ahead an call em a freak show,
as long as no one knows who he is or what he did,
just a kid, struggling to make something of em self but it's hard when he feels like he let everyone down,
failed his best friend en now his own mom doesn't even want em around,
she’s more focused on the amount of money that flowing around,
so he doesn't let his emotions show ,
but it's getting pretty bad, that it's becoming a show for those who don't know
a single thing about him,
thinking he's got a problem with them when really it's not even about them,
but it's got everything to do with his past an where his brothers at,
he’s not all that bad,
he's, just lost
en he can't seem to get a grasp,
maybe if someone would open their ears they would
hear the cry for help,
it's silent  but yet it's loud,
just look in his eyes an maybe you'll see,
the 10’s of thousands of pieces of pain,
it's coming down like rain ,


afraid his life will never be the same,
doesn't quite know how to escape this pain,
so he walks around in shame,
just hopping that someone will see n maybe reach out,
en maybe bleach out what they see,
now this song,
is just between u an me,