Out of Body, Into Life

(collaboration of The Utopian Society)


Intuition is a mirror which turns the outside, inward

I feel that in my gut, to which my heart is silent

My reflection is a light, my vision of truth

soul weeps for understanding
from the true Heart Mother

Searching through arid lands
drenched in emptiness

For innocence cracked into a spiderweb
upon the spirit's glass,
only to be shattered
at a later time

Crooked lines steal spaces on my reflection.
Twisting, cracking my reflection.
Shards fall to my feet

Alchemic glass goes back to its base elements,
but not before these glass shards, slice
and cut into the flesh,
creating space for blood to flow

Life force abandons the shell of my skin

Out of body experience
beckons a far off nirvana

I weaken.
I am cradled by unseen limbs.

Pulled to the breast of Mother Life,

herself, swaddled like a babe

She swallows me whole.
And i breathe again

Part of the living breathing being of creation,
consumed for energy

I am awakened, inside an abyss...
In the belly of the earth mother, i fall.

Her digestive juices are the trials of this life,
consuming me whole

I am expelled as light and sound.
Fertilizing the desert lands beneath me

Although it feels as if my energy is all used up,
now I know that I am a part of all life and creation

Energy in its truest form.
I am one with all

Back in my body,
I can feel how this material world
is the byproduct of the spiritual plane.
However, even our decomposing matter
is the compost of the Gods

Made pure. Turned beautiful by their divinity

Minerals and elements,
creating new matter,
life and energy,
at all rates of vibration

Carcass littered soil turned to bed of opening flowers.

The process of life begins anew,
always creating something new and beautiful,
from the crap that it's given

from the water, i see my face
my dormant soul awakens once more,
ripples disrupt my view then gently fade

I am one with the water.
The water is one with me.
It flows deep within my soul,
and every drop, every molecule,
I Feel

I fall into the seas on the ground
and am met by the sky
falling upward..

The earth is one with the sky.
The cosmos are at one with the ocean.
My soul is at one with your heart.
The end is at one with the start

the reflection?,
is the beginning and the end
creation and undoing
time, love, and me

And we are one,
as it always has been.
Not Alone,
with Solid solitude