Straight Lies

When He was 18
Went to his mother to confess
Mom I think I'm  gay
Love thinking  of sucking dick
Dream about it one after another
From Sunup till forever
Staying on my  knees never getting up
Probably amputate  my feet
Donate  them to an amputee
Not one to be wasteful
1 time after a  face full
Called his father who answered just to scream
Don't call me you fag
Then the familiar sound of the phone hitting the ground followed
Starts laughing
Cause this happens every time he calls
$600 his dad has spent on replacements
His mother goes to say
Stop mom  there's more
I'm addicted to gay porn
To the point I seen everyone
Now I watch straight and my stomach turns seeing the girl
Would've told you sooner but I didn't want you to be like dad
Your all I got
But I been busting nuts for years staring at men's butts
One day , and this bad
But I almost raped the mailman
Only thing that stopped me was
I was getting off to Slater in his trunks while cursing Jessie and Kelly
Thoughts of Zack walking in asking to join  
Hope I haven't let you down
I hope you still love me
I hope .... She cuts him off
With a long strong  embrace
Few tears falling down her face
Love whoever you want
Be with anyone you choose
I'll always want what I always wanted for you
Just to be happy
You have never disappointed me
Until now
Remember those nights when you was 5 I sat and held you to calm you after your father left you
The anger you had at 13 and took out on me
The lost time we had cause of the 2 jobs I had in order for us to make it
But most important
Don't you remember anything  I taught you
If you did you wouldn't be sitting here telling this story
It's a good one and if I wasn't so hurt I would make you prove it
And using me knowing I'll die fighting for you
This ain't your first lie but it's by far the worst you could've told
Not only willing to walk away from them
but
Now I'm seeing what I always been afraid of
You being like him
She came by today to let you know in person
Being you quit taking her calls
But you were gone
So she told me to tell you
Don't worry she's not pregnant
But now what scares me more is
What if she was