When You're Around

I've been by myself again
Taking shelter from the February rain again
I'm seduced by what's familiar to me
i feel safe in this storm

All alone again and happy enough
Promising myself this time it's done
Outside I am so loud, I'll talk to anyone else
When you're around
To avoid being found

I know what it's like to give up too late, too late
I know what it's like to be found out, my mistake
I'm not alright with it
No thanks for asking
I don't feel sane anymore

I wish we'd never even met
I wish we'd never even met
I wish we'd never even met
I wish we'd never even met
At all