The beginning of this end

I’ve waited rolling in this deep depressive darkness (8yrs)
darkness that has strolled sterile at first but is now tainted
Spoiled sweetness that has been swiveled until now
now is the time to transfer these malicious thoughts that have been suppressed
Until now…
Now that you are forever gone
Gone to the dreams and personifications that I once believed
Believed that your words are true.
True for some IDIOT hasn’t hacked your accounts… seeing everything that you lie about..
Match.com huh? You aren’t on there looking fOr LOVE
LOVE to see that you are a lying
Lying to myself that we might be able to pickup these pieces and progress… keeping lying
Lying to myself that we will be all right, saved, that perfect cOuPlE that will survive the river Styx. That the mythological concepts have nothing on us. We will create one that will last forever.
Forever the echo’s of lying, cheating, dirty sexual deeds that have and continued to poor from your vagina.. Seeds that aren’t mine, but I place my sterile head fighting the truth..
My experiences will no longer be placed on the hope that we are surviving that mistrust. I now will write the experiences of this completed chapter in our lives. God bye
Love