The things I never got to say.

These are the things,
That I never got to say, in out time of speaking. So here they are.
I never got to tell you that...
You made me smile even when I was down.
That your the weirdest fuckin' kid there is around.
I was never myself around you,
and i don't want that to be true,
but every time I was around you,
I was speechless, and I felt like I was 10 feet under.
I thought about you all the time,
And I always asked why,
Why you?
I guess I'll never know.
I just wish I could show you
Me and how I've changed.
You made me cry,
Almost every night,
And that was when you said we were in a fight.
And I never got to tell you that,
I loved you back.
But now,
I hope you rot in pieces,
Cause your then one that made my life a living hell.
I hope all is well.
At least for you,
and what I'm asking you,
Is I hope you wanna talk to me again too.