Not like i use to

When i met you i was scared i might say something dumb, but now it seems i dont watch my mouth like i use to

You lit up my life like new york city every night, but it seems i dont feel like i use to

I dont feel like i use to, and i dont know why

You were and still are good to me, but i dont want you like i use to

You should live your life and i should live mine, like we use to

Im still very young and you're in your prime

We cant legally be together, so i guess its okay to feel like this, because i dont feel what i use to

My heart doesnt pound like it use to

My palms dont get clammy like they use to

My cheeks dont hurt from smiling like they use to

I dont get jealous like i use to

I guess what im trying to say

I dont feel what you still feel...

....And im sorry...