Someone tell me how

Someone please tell me
How do i move forward
When all i want to do
Is hold her close
How can I move on
When i look back and see
Her stuck in the past?

How can i keep going
When she needs me?
How can I move past it
When i fear
She'll relapse

Someone tell me how.
Tell me how to not think
Tell me how to move
Tell me how to let go

How can i?
When she needs someone
Anyone
When she cries alone
When she feels so cold
When her heart is numb
When she's falling apart

How can i leave?
How can i possibly separate our lives?
She's my closest friend
My first real friend

Everyone says to move on
Everyone says let go
Everyone says ..
You've done all you can...