DON'T WAKE ME

As long as the future remains blurred to me
And the symphonies of doubt continue to ring inside of me
Holding the streams of my imaginations down in the balcony
Where I used to chase after the life that wasn't meant for me
Comfortably living in the pains of illusion
Constantly jumping off the cliffs of of my shortened vision
But as long as these voices don't get out of my head
I will continue to lie down here patiently
You can call my name as loud as you can
But please, don't wake me
As long as the pain in my heart refuses to go away
And these rays of agony refuse to fade away
But keep inviting my soul into the spheres of darkness
Killing the strength that lives in me and right now I'm
becoming defenseless
My mind is left to wander around the empty shores of
fulfillments standing before me
Cos I always folded my arms in silence when oppurtunities came kneeling right before me
But as long as these voices don't get out of my head
I will continue to lie down here patiently
You can call my name as loud as you can
But please, don't wake me
As long as these wounds continue to remain too grave for time to heal
And the heavens continue to bend their ears away from the way I feel
Ripping the folds of my hopes in faith into pieces
And now I'm stuck up in the wheels of moments where my past is
I'm trying to find the cave where my courage now lives in
In the success of this journey, no part of me believes in
But as long as these voices don't get out of my head
I will continue to lie down here patiently
You can call my name as loud as you can
But please, don't wake me