"No Where to Run"

 Shall my evening self be consume with nightfall...
i am alone under the covers hiding  from the wrong within me...
"Cut it out kill it with a knife"...
I can't....
We are not meant to be you and I...
Shadow and light..
My pain and sorrows burns like fire...
Words too dark to speak..
I hate that i love it so much..
Sitting on my knees scrapping the rundown old wall..
Walking on dirt and ashes of cigarettes....
i feel dead yet i am aware of myself as my own enemy...