Inaya Please...

Trying to figure out
why some times Im so mean
And what really fucking sucks
usually its to the one closest to me

Is it because no one else
wants to be around me
because they dont like my loud music
and maybe not into the same things

I better watch what comes out of my mouth
and blaming it on being 1/2 asleep and hot
will get me alot more in the end
than just sleeping on the couch

My sweet Inaya puts up with alot of my shit
I say mean things and throw fits like a baby
some times I act like im just crazy

Always afterword I feel pretty bad
I say things that make my baby mad
all reminds me  that I didnt want to act like my dad
at times he made everyone sad

So I will try like hell
to melow the fuck out
I need to quit being so stupid
and work these things out

I love Inaya so much
more each day
I dont want my ugliness
to drive her away

I love coming home
after a hard days work
to my Inaya
She always lets me know everything is OK

So when I am an ass as I was today
Baby Im sorry, I really am sorry
your my whole life youve shown me meaning in every day
I will do my best to change starting today

I thank you for being so patient with me
giving me the chance to show you what I can do
Yes I want you to stay with me
I ll make you a believer, just stay and you'll see