Lost..

I hate that feeling
Of the end is coming
And You feel it coming closer .
but the closer it creeps
That feeling just becomes bolder .
Growing manifesting into anger
Consumeing you and any nice thought that might pass thru your head .
Numb cold and dead
Growing bored of the ending to come
So planning on your own is the only way to re-write this pre determined history
Ending ugly
Bloody
With shallow gasps of air as the life leaves you
Ending this story
And a new novel is started and written  
Created ..
In a parallel universe
Where i hope everything is
better ....