S.O.S.

Well expressed Sara... You've conveyed the emotions so fluently here..courageous  ink indeed

Thank you:)

Sara your S.O.S is felt deeply..

I understand the need to feel numb..

love Brenda

I actually have somehow made myself numb to life in my sobriety.  I am desperate to feel again...even if that means making some scary changes in my life.  For me, drinking or weed (that's all I do) allows me to drop my armour that I constantly carry.  I would rather get my feeling back while sober...
Thanks for reading😘

This is profoundly deep. This line caught my attention "One made to be lived poetically,"  I appreciate you viewing life as art. Drugs complicate things so much but i think the struggle is worth having if we can come out the other side. I am learning so much about  myself and life that i find very valuable, but it comes at a cost. I guess I cannot imagine not having this battle..  I guess i will end my rant lol. Good work, you captured the essence of the struggle well with this one!

Thank you Brad...I hope that your most recent postings are a reflection of where you are now in life.  Sounds like you are happy!  Thanks for your thoughts:)
Xx-sara