So emotional

I'm sitting in this hotel room looking around. I'm trying to be happy but, I still have this frown. Everything just seems to be pulling me down. I feel like people don't want me around, im too fucking stupid and I act like a clown. I'm seriously thinking about leaving Town im starting to cry and beginning to shake, I already know I'm going to get a headache. What do you do when you don't feel safe? What do you do when you have no place to stay? How do I Cope, I'm trying so hard not to break when everyone sees me they feel nothing but hate all of they see is a low life no Good pitiful mistake....