Her Second Choice

His heart was ready for a new beginning
Deep down he knew the turmoil brewing inside her heart
Complications arose during their relations  from pains and regrets
Did she truly love him or just using him like a piece of meat ?

Only giving sixty percent of his mind,body ,and soul
Knowing all too well those feelings she had would never leave
With the lessons learned he knew she would take off in the blink of an eye
Being somebody's second choice will never happen again

Searching for answers all the while drowning in the sea of the abyss
Why was he used like a jester inside the castle of the king ?
All the while living this lie in a constant rewind of past broken hearted dreams
He will never settle for the silver standing alone in the shadow of a former love
Praying down on his knees at night seeking his one true love