The beast

You leave me speechless
I almost drown
on all I'm seeing
But you're not around.

And if I mattered
What would that mean
I'll write it easy
You've broken me

Oh I'm a recluse
An empty shell
You're watching t.v.
Go to hell!

You're not perceptive
To say the least
I'm not your beauty
But you're the beast.

In hindsight it hardens
It doesn't change
I crave the stardom
You crowd my stage.

Forevers useless
We'll both be dead
Til the last heartbeat
That's what you said.

Ten thousand theories
But they're awry
If you could hear me
You'd see me cry.