A LETTER TO AN EX

I miss you, but not like how I use to before
You see I'm nervous, and I'm scared...maybe cos I still somehow feel attached
to what we use to have
But you moved on and left me in the past like I was nothing but a step to climb, and it hurts
Ofcourse its gonna hurt cos we was together for 5 months and I loved you more than anything
and that's the reason why I brought you that Pandora ring
I'm not saying that I want it back, I mean you can keep it for all I care since its the result of how much I cared

I heard about you and your new boyfriend through a mate of ours and how much he makes you happy
Well congratulations, you see karmas a bitch cos you left me on my 17th and somehow got in a new relationship, oh yeah on the 17th of July
Just make sure this new lad doesn't find out about the texts you send me when you're alone and he aint home
Cos if he sure found out I don't think he's gonna like it, I mean you tell me you love me and how much you care
Perhaps you only care when that cunt aint there since you wanna fuck up my head then leave me hung out an left to dry, nice try darling but it aint gonna work
You moved on and I'm doing the same cos I'm sick and tired of you always playing the blame game and then acting victim
I'm also sick and tired of a bitch like you constantly going on about how many chances you gave me, like ok you gave me chance after chance
But hold on one second cos when you left me here there and everywhere you was the one out doing the dirty
Don't think I didn't notice cos your bestfriend told me
And that was your bestfriend, you have a snake in your circle cos she told me everything when you wasn't around

But I kept running back to you like you was a bag of heroin, I just couldn't get enough of you and how you made me feel
Looking back at it now though, you make me feel ill
You make me sick to my stomach when you try and call my phone and i don't pick up cos you need to leave me the fuck alone
Cos whenever we sit down to talk you wanna try go at my throat, like get the fuck up away from me you silly little hoe

To tell you the truth all that shit about me missing you, none of it was true cos why would i miss such an evil sket like you
Are you forgetting what you told me just the other day about how I'm a mistake and how me dad never wanted me in the first place
You must not have a brain cos to say that shit you must be going insane

Sincerely a love that was never meant to be