Submissions by Lawrence_

I miss you, but not like how I use to before
You see I'm nervous, and I'm scared...maybe cos I still somehow feel attached
to what we use to have
But you moved on and left me in the past like I was nothing but a step to climb, and it hurts
Ofcourse its gonna hurt cos we was together for 5 months and I loved you more than anything
and that's the reason why I brought you that Pandora ring
I'm not saying that I want it back, I mean you can keep it for all I care since its the result of how much I cared

I heard about you and your new boyfriend through a mate of...

I'm scared of my own thoughts, I'm scared that one day I'm gonna kill myself and be nothing but a corpse
Whose been buried in the ground six feet under left and forgotten
Because as a young boy I was always let down by those who said they loved me and cared, and it felt unfair
Imagine being 9 years old and being told that you wasn't worth jack shit and you being a kid you didn't understand so you wasn't old enough to switch

I'm scared

I'm scared that someday I'm gonna meet the girl of my dreams but she aint gonna be interested in me because I suffer from...

My chest aches cos I'm nothing but a mess whose suicidal and depressed
My feelings I confessed yet the therapist weren't impressed
She said I suggest you take these pills so your demons go away
My demons are like migraines though, they never go away

I'm nothing but a freak who strangles himself in his sleep
With a rope around my neck slowly choking me out to my death

Nightmares are constantly infesting my brain so someone hand me a razor
so I can cut open my veins
And let the blood pour out like like my thoughts up in this bottle

Take...