5: 27:  To Reach Back

Excerpt 27 From Journal 5: 'Reaching My True Love'
    -From 'Journals to My True Love, Part 2':
 
My Love, in a crystal lake there is perfect clarity...
By making our minds crystal we reside in the lake together
   and free of all trappings... See me as I see you...
The scars do not matter... We are buoyant and weightless...
All pains are relieved... Let us press together and be as one...
In reading these words feel this pressure of my heart against
   yours...  
I do not invade you but relieve your losses and allow you to
   gain my colorful, passionate, wonderful self...
I give to you selflessly... I feel you now as I write...
How I love you so ecstatically...
I walk into the fire to be transformed...
In this burning I rise...
All the lost loves come alive in you... You consist of all of them...
My heart is avenged of them...  The stepping stones fall away as  
   I reach the keystone of our bridge that we have built....
My Love, my bodies response to you burns hotly even as the
   cold water of reality surrounds me...
You infiltrate me...  I crave you so terribly...
My bodies and minds projects will be for you to enjoy...
I am driven to madness by our seperation...
Yet I know I have asked for this...
My Love, please give me permission to think of you this way...
I bow to your greatness and surrender to it...
You are so vivid in my mind and yet so empty in my midst...
Allow me to be filled by you...
Please reach back as I reach for you and help me through...
My sensual delights and beauty I hone will be all for you when
   you are ready to recieve it...