I Hate Her

I cant stand her
He said
She annoys me
The words from her lips
The thoughts in her head
Everything about her,
Her laugh
Her smile
I never hated anyone this way I have hated her
But why is it night after night
I crave her in my bed
I think constantly about her body
her thighs
her soft ass
her breast that once rested on my tongue
her eyes
I hear her moans
I remember Her sighs
Her sweet hello
and her hurtful goodbye
The sight of her feels me with anger
I ridicule her  as I stand in a circle with other “hate her” supporters
who secretly want just one touch of her
I laugh loudly so she can hear
I taunt and curse her name
hoping for her tears
so I can feel I matter to her
This bitch who feels nothing
not even  after
She lay straddled with me deep inside
The deeper I entered the more she cried
and told  me how much she loved it
And I believed it this deceiving deceiver
I knew then I loved her
But a cold heart like that
could never possibly love me back
Never would I hold my insecurity
the criminal who pushed her away from me.
Never giving a chance
between she and I to have a beautiful romance
She is a slut
A real whore that's gets around
breaking  helpless poor  men like me down
She has this reputation with every shattered heart around town
But I wonder.
did those innocent fools just like me
ever get the nerve tell her honestly
how they felt?
Did they ever take the time to make her understand
how much they wanted her
how they desperately desired to be her man?
I couldn't admit I was in love with her.
Will I ever be man enough to take the blame
that it was my own fault that I lost at my juvenile game?
She has my heart I love her
but now she will never know.
After all I said and done she will never forgive me
I wish I hadn't  let her go.
She has moved on to someone new
and that's why I hate her so.
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