5: 24:  We Are Transient

Excerpt 24 from Journal 5, 'Reaching My True Love'
  -from 'Journals to My True Love Part 2'
 
My Love in writing to you I know that you too are but transient as I am...
We continuously change and are never the same, our union is never truly concrete...
You emerge and disappear and are but a whisper...
I feel the release of your hardness as I too become fluid at my core...
Reason falls away and we are left with acceptance and tolerance of that  
   which we cease to understand...
My Love, in a spinning torrent you shall find me...
In an empty mind you shall sense me...
Blinded by darkness you shall see me...
In a numbed state you shall feel me...
We are alive as a fluid river merging into a vast sea...
We are lost then found... Silenced then heard...
Enriched then impoverished... Given to then taken from...
Enraged then comforted... Walked away from then walked into...
Held tightly then let go of... Avenged yet avenged upon...
Loved then despised... We are equal yet opposite...
As I sink so do you rise... As I dissolve so do you congeal...
As I uncreate so do you create... As I become the dust so do you rise from it...
As I let go of life so do you grasp life... Channel me, My Love...
I will be your energy... My insights will fuel you...
My arms will lift you... My prayers will go to you...
My aspirations will manifest in you...My restful sleep will dream of you...
And my awakening will awake in you... In a mirror will I see and know you...
To merge together would be an illusion... Apart we can see ourselves in each other
   in total clarity...
We revolve then evolve... We mirror then project...
We ever change then never do...  And as I pray for self I pray for you...