FEELING GAY

My homo side, in full heat today,
revving it's engines or slowing to a subtle purr....

My mind wander and I think.....
how easy it would be to fall in love with a woman again,
how quickly it could happen,
how immediate and fierce it could be....

maybe a curly haired girl with freckles strong thighs
how i'd like to be between those legs, holding them apart,
making her gasp until she pulls hard on my hair with release
and we collapse, united at last

how thick that moment of climax would be
how dripping and wet
how full of soul juice
how i could eat her up
and spread her on me like butter
how I could read her mind and read her soul and read her body
tuned into the slightest hint of arousal
how the hairs on our bodies would know each other
how our legs would entangle, four becoming one,
leg hair in leg hair til you didn't know whose was whose....

how smooth she's be
how she'd smell like fruity shampoo
and shea butter moisturizer
and sweat, and human mingling, and sex...

how meticulous and slow the flame would burn though scalding as hell
a slow-burning, blue hot blaze-

how soft she's be, against me
both of us squishy
bones, skin, fat, muscles combined
piled high
how I'd sink into her
and rest my head on her breasts
how I'd nestle in her neck

and close my eyes
and be at peace
at last

Man, it's been a while since I felt this way
but it feels good to remember myself-
currently acting straight but also, STILL VERY FUCKING GAY