All's said and come

Stay awake till I’m bored at eleven
like I’m sick of all the mortal fun
plus I never been bright but I’m short of dumb
shot myself in the brain with a portal gun
shot the other end into the cold cold sun
thought that it would make me feel but I’m oh so numb
saw singularity as we formed as one
then division hit my vision that’s mitosis son
told the nucleus that I was where the soul was from
then he split and all of a sudden we were some
saw all the atoms I could fathom were all lifeless spun
in my web of consciousness and I was this energy on the run
transmuting into life to come
I saw that I was just a universe till my one turn was done
just an artist, speck of stardust
behold what I’ve become
just a spirit incoherent, until my body’s none
somnambulance into abyss, return with all the missing tongues
If nothing else in my life I’ve understood just how I’d begun
I’ll show you what it do when all’s said and come...
If you wish