libre arbitre - control in the modern age

This time the deed will be done by me but it was never my choice to do it.  I mean to be clear is difficult on this matter.. it was always my choice and would be a million times over.. and exactly that my arbitrer knew and knew well to use against me.  Now i work to their ends.. act to complete steps towards their goals.. so that i might salvage my own.  



Continuous.. colonies of neighboring corded luminous beings in unison but different they sway as a heavy vine in the soft wind.



and yet this space.. right here .. right now .. is my own




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