God Willing(?)

Will my heart ever stop healing?
all this hurt it keeps on filling
like all this dirt I keep on tilling
we will grow from it... god willing

Create your fate go on just paint your canvas, they tell us like we jealous, try not to be a devil in the flesh leave a humane soul anxious. Can't even smoke cannabis who the hell would say thanks for this? Calm the charge take lithium and you know he got a spliff with him... anger still builds within. Saw a crackhead in half in ya casket... this is magic, half ass this rap shit when I hit this note, it's the weapon of choice to hear your friends just like your tendons snappin... you callin it noise I call it a sick joke... best start laughin. Watch as all this wallet callin monstrous nonsense falls as all us honest prophets rocket off to godliness and burn up in orbit. True evil... kid buu if you will just try to absorb it... this is war it's castles and swords kid... better forfeit before your drawn and quartered by my four horses... not to mention the horsemen we bring about the end... with the seven headed dragon... yes and the big red menace shout out to Him! Let all bombs fall, nuke us for a few cuz, yall call it Armageddon, I call it instant karma.

Will my heart ever stop healing?
all this hurt it keeps on filling
like all this dirt I keep on tilling
we will grow from it... god willing

Life is strife it's like missiles that hit; strike. Kill life, a kid cries parents fight and his died.
Life is strife just finish mine, spill the wine, hit the kind, lit cigarettes were bigger just before they broke off and started burnin' my leg. Hurtin' always. At first no scar fades. Go swerve car sway crash, an ambulance just past us not long ago down the inner pass but I think that time for us has long been past. Half tempted to write this song in caps as my last shout out deserves to be taken in mad. People always think that I am mad and I will never forget that. Preview... bleed through... fuck it... save as draft.