Not Right

Wake up, walk talk work party fuck,
There's gotta be more to life I'm stuck,
In the muck running out of luck,
Caught up in a whirlpool or the riptide,
It's ok I'm cool no problems on the inside,
Those are the lies that I tell them,
Those are the words that I sell them,
But this world is too cold to give a damn,
Anxiety is a hurricane not a small storm,
Depression is a Nor'easter like where Im from,
Buried under the snow,
Caught in the eye but lost in the flow,
The center of the storm is a no go,
Right and wrong twisting like a tornado,
Heaven or hell there's no way to know,
When our spirits leave where do they go?
Angels offering their hands,
Demons making demands,
Kids trying to make grands,
But it's all in their pituitary gland,
Get it? I mean they are dreaming,
Inside of me the voices are screaming,
I can't tell what they are needing,
Got me feeling like I'm bleeding,
Why can't life just be freeing?
Dear God why am I scared of our meeting?
Why you have to make time here fleeting?
Are you even there? what am I even feeling?
Innocents die over drug dealing,
In the hood you get by by stealing,
God can you hear me? this isn't right,
The agony and anguish keeps me up at night,
I want to take flight,
Walking towards the light,
To where justice is in sight,
Giving up on this fight,
The last words you hear me say?
God, if you're there I'll see you soon cause this world isn't right.