i dont want too

I want to push you out of my mind
Just forget your stupid loving rhymes
I dont want to remember the laughs or smiles
I just want ro sit and cry a while

I dont wanna feel the flutter of my heart hoping its you
Maybe you wanna talk
I dont want to jump everytime my phone goes off

I dont want to remember conversations when we talked for hours
But for some reason
I do
No matter how much I dont want to I find myself missing you
This heartbreak broke my heart in two
I dont know if I am gonna be able to pull through
Its so hard when even with all this pain
I dont want to forget loving you