charity case psychosis

when did your hope and dreams become less important then schemes
why do you feel you must bow down to the world
why would you settle for somewhere you never pictured yourself
never wanted to be
i hate the reason why i cant fucking stand it
that's a whole different kind of bullshit
i am were i want to be, within the bigger pituce
everything I've done i did as close to you as i could be
i give up on myself why would you even bother
that's the truth im not even ganna try
the paradox the mind of my life
i guess you payed me no mind
just a joke a charity case
a clown to keep you entertained
ill do my time ill wait
im happy with my fate
ive lost my mind im completely insane
the search for patterns and similarity
turn other words i read against me
this is a real psychosis i believe i have a real problem
i never wanted anything more
then for those words to be yours im crazy
maybe im not safe i certently dont sound it
ive left you astounded a restraing orders in order
FUCK i hate me more
FUCK