Words can hurt

If you say you don't want me to do what you did,
the why did you do it?
I was so young......
But you let your pleasure get in the way.
You screwed up the family, not me
It's not my falt.
So stop blaming me.
You think it's easy being so young,
and have that happen?
So young, not even knowing much about that
And You screw up the family.
1 A.M. I hear mom screaming
An unknown voice in the backround.
Crying, Screaming, Yelling, Cussing.
So small.....
I cover my face with the sheets,
Not sure of what to expect next.
I hear the cops pull up
They put someone inside.
My brother comes in,
"You ok?"
I nod, and start to cry, not able to sleep.
My dad comforts me.
He helps me go to sleep.
I sleep with him that night.
I wake up in the mourning,
So happy like always,
Then...I remember
Last night.
Then i think
I'm going to go through a living hell today
knowing my brother was going to make comments
and so was my mom.
Please
Please!
Don't do that again.......