Flies

Buzzing, buzzing in my head
Wondering what you’re doing
Pondering what you said;
Gritting my teeth in anger
Yet drowning in despair
I hate you and I love you
And I find you everywhere.
Crying in the bathroom
Yet crazy with relief
You’ve left me once again
You fuck,
To no one’s disbelief.  
I find you in the corners
Of every dirty room
In every nasty rumor
I find a piece of you.
I hate you
And I love you
And I hope that this ends soon
I hope that someone saves me
please
From this suffocating tomb.