"Crucifixion Fetish" Revisited - Crucify Me Daily - Asmodeus Ascendeth the Throne -

This cross that on my shoulders I carry,
I've carved-out of my own souls pain
and agony
 
There's been times when it's had me
like a sadist with a fetish, beaten and
broken, screaming and raging in pain,
down on the floor; but, somehow therein,
I found ecstasy and begged for more
 
So, crucify me; yeah, nail me up with the
wretched and the lost
 
And, flagellate me; yeah, let me be viewed
as a spectacle by the whole world
 
But, don't patronize me and, diminish
all the shit that I've become...
 
Cause, this crucifixion fetish is all that I want
 
So, would someone lay me down, and, take
this skin from off my bone
 
And, someone hear me now; if you will, punish
me for what I've done; but, don't think it strange
please, by taking out your aggression to show
love to me...
 
And, sate my fetish of crucifixion
 
So, crucify me; yeah, nail me up with the wretched
and the lost
 
And, flagellate me; yeah, let me be viewed by the
whole world
 
But, don't patronize me and diminish all the shit that
I've become...
 
Cause, this crucifixion fetish is all that I want
 
Lay me down now, and, abuse me properly; let it be a
fitting session because of all that I did

Let no Fucking Father forgive me for all of My sins;
fuck your moot remittances of them, because I'll
sure as fuck in the morning, commit them
again and again
 
Don't be merciful; be the reaper of Lucifer, giving
lashings, the best that only how to give he knows
 
Cause, this crucifixion fetish is what I crave for
and Jones... I feel it's longing like dope-sickness
in the depths of my bones
 
Self-loathing, bitterness, guilt, disgust; all offenses
in the body for which I lust
 
Hatred, rage, aggression, insanity; this is the crucifixion
fetish that brings pleasure to my pain

"Erogenous have all these blight's become; and, in
 euphoric ecstasy do they writhe as Asmodeus
 ascendeth His Throne"