Pain and Freedom

I feel so empty inside
I want to run and hide
As i lay here dying inside I ask myself
Does anyone care?
I want to explode
I cant wait til my end
I feel my heart slow
My eyes slowly close
Im almost there
I think of my special place I dream to be
Living on a cloud where Im free
Will anyone see me?
Will they look up in the sky to see if Im there?
Will they see me truly smile?
Dont cry for me because im finally free
Free of pain,anger,guilt, and hurt
Free of this sickness
So when you do look up think of me
Smile cause deep in your heart you know
I am finally Free!