Weakness is my strength

Put me in agony
being distorted, guesstimating
what the fuck is she saying
Forcefully pushing into me
I want to feel your words disintegrating my body
Leaving me desperately waiting for the stroke of your sinful wording
My knees breaking
Falling in love erratically
tantalizing my rationality
Yet all I hearing is bantering
I have a weak spot for the insignificantly
I like helping
Deflowering my being
ripping petals off of me
disheartening
I wanted you to give greatness while I gave everything
My charge is free
No need for acknowledgement of my deeds
I feel whispering
Is it god creeping
No just me coming in for the reaping
pleasantly I will sleep
In love with my narcissistic programming