Dark and light

Im at the stage of my life where i play on a dim alter. I alternate between faiths waltzing with the shaddows in the shaddows. My halo was tangles around my horns to form an infinite symbol that makes me unacceptable by hell and heaven.
My ray of hope is a cremson blood light with a gold out line it shines and reflects my reflection. If it shatters it wont matter because i have permanently scared infinity with my luminescence. Feel my essence through these words sence the presence of my raw bitter sweet expression. My pain is my power adding weight to these eye lids that crushes who ever i stare at.
Darkness and light.