Diagnosed Destruction

After all the small talks with my mom and all the comments made by my dad
I thought I knew it all.
After all of the movies watched and all of the articles read
I thought I've seen it all.
Thought I had heard it all
Thought I knew everything about catching a disease
Thought I knew everything about using condoms and birth control
Thought I knew everything about having safe sex.
But I was wrong
No one ever taught me or told me how to not get my feelings hurt
No one ever told me about how I should protect my heart
Or take some sort of contraception to prevent my heart from becoming pregnant with non mutual emotions
No one explained to me the consequences of being diagnosed with obsession
No one told me what to do even if the condom broke and my mind gets infected
No one offered an open hand for me even to run to when I would have made this mistake
Mistake of having unprotected love
And no one accepts not teaching me how use that glove
But one thing they did tell me
That all makes sense now
sex ain't better than love