The start...

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Every word I'm about to be spitting is coming straight from the heart, and every line that is written is a small part of my existence,
I'm sick of the fighting the crying and the lying , every promise ever spoken forgotten and broken , it's like a stab to the chest the wound never seeming to heal because I'm living but unable to feel,

Chorus ( sang) : everyday is a nightmare can't seem to wake up but there's the light at the end of the tunnel so I can't give up,

My past keeps haunting me the second that I start to Believe I'm free it comes back in a circle with pain so agonizing , leaving me broken on the concrete for everyone to see but not a single one of them is lending a hand to help me,

So when I get back up dust the dirt off my shoulders I ain't helpin a single one of you motherfuckers
It's about time I start doing me  begin searching for the peace I so desperately need , not a single dream nor goal will be shared with a soul because none of you can help me succeed only I can be me

~ chorus~ everyday is a nightmare can't seem to wake up but there's the light at the end of the tunnel so I can't give up,

They say that forgiving is the first step of forgetting but I can't erase the memories of them leaving me suffering , choking on the oxygen that's giving me life because all I really wanted was death with each intoxicating breath my vision blurred mind a mess not sure how much more I can confess

So forget everyone who's doubting me because  one day I'll be at the top of the world where  none of you can look down on me I may be the girl with the broken soul and Fragile Heart but I can promise you one thing this is only the start...