Agony and Pain

I've felt pain.
I know the hurt.
I've hidden all the scars.
I've cut nearly every vein.
My world has crashed.
My life is dead.
I haven't gotten very far.
I've been alone.
I've been left behind.
I've been lied to.
What hurt about the lies
Is knowing I wasnt even worth the truth.
I've cried.
I wanted to die.
I've been burned in the past.
I've felt the sting of the blade.
The scars everyone has made,
Only left me with lost faith.
I've felt pain before, yes.
But the only agony that hurts the most,
Is the agony of my broken shattered heart.