When all my thoughts about you will disappear

 
When all my thoughts about you will disappear
you’ll become an unreal touch
a virgin moment
sterile
which will make love
with my new Hocus-Copus.

Tufts of hair is my pang
cut from the roots of love,
like a soft pinch
I feel your elimination
trying to keep inside my veins
only my first thought about you
the one that was only smiling.

When all my thoughts about you will disappear
I’ll be lighter
maybe I will be able to fly
without falling onto burning dreams
maybe I’ll be able to smile again
without misty eyes
eyes explosions of a color
that has been named lilac for some reason.

Remember the poem I wrote to you
when you were away?
It was called sunset
what an irony… remember?

"I see the sun falling
I look down
and I write a verse
then I look up
and the sky is blurry,
now I write seven verses
I look up and it’s already dark
I look down and I write a full stop.
Eight verses and a full stop
it’s this sunset
when you come
I’ll read it to you. ”

When all my thoughts about you will disappear
what has not yet been cured
will appear
on my next halloo of orgasm.



***written for Placebo's comp. "Message to a Former Lover"