So Let It Be Said That I'm Deceased

One day I'll be a sight to see
But until then
I'm just another fucking disease
You terrify me
I am utterly lost in you
Our love is a labyrinth with only one good way out
There's so many exits
So many edges just waiting to be fallen from
I want you to dispose of me
Rid yourself of me before I grow like mold to your soul
Let me go so you can be free
Just tell me know if it can never be
Should I even be waiting, begging for a resolution?
Would you even be willing to spare me?
To scare me away is to bring me deeper into this hole
How do I control something that can not be controlled
The death of us will be the death of all that is good in me
The death of me will only be the beginning of thee
If you don't want me
Let it be so
Just let me be free
Let me make a home out of this heartbreak and cigarette smoke
These dark nights and long roads
I'll let you go as easy as you came
Just know that I will never,
Never
Be the same again