lobotomized poets

I wish I never missed you
never loved you
never kissed you
you took it all away
I decay away
in to the fade
played laid and made
to believe that you would stay
but now I'm numb
I think you really broke something
cutting gutting and head butting
didn't solve the problem
of cold dead emptiness inside me
I don't even feel like human being's
today I cut a piece off of me
just to see
but it was fun
and my flesh is very good tasting
the sound of skin being torn
sounds like someone ripping a shirt
that tearing sound
that's what it sounds like
pretty disturbing even to me
we are free in mind but not in state or country
the freezer keeps bizarre eats
of meats and treats
cleats of feet from crumb dumb mares
there off their streets
now probably at peace
warmed with the Golden Fleece for enduring such misery
it's a whole new world looking thru my eyes
everything is black and white