worthless

You see me here trying
You see me here giving it my all
But yet you only see what I can't do yet
Like no matter what I'm not enough
I'm sorry I'm not there
I'm sorry I fell in love with you
I'm sorry I will never be enough
No matter what I do you push me away
You let me fall for you
Then one day you snapped
You knew I was to stubborn to give up
You knew I'd keep my word
Even if you never did
You knew I'd love you no matter how much you hurt me
You didnt seem to see
How you'd break me
Till I'm just sitting here
With trails of pain leading down my arms
Rather physical then emotional
You showed me everything I feared
Everything you said you'd never be
I Trusted you
I gave you everything
Why can't you just love me?
I never asked for the world
Just to know I mattered to you
But that was to much
Cause I was never worth it
Never worth the time a day
I'm just gonna be replaced
Even after you said I'd be the only one you'd ever want
I believed you
I told you I was giving my all
But you let the past get in the way
Choose to treat me like they did you
Maybe I deserve to suffer
Cause it's always been the same from everyone
Yet this time you make the pain worth it
Even if I'm not worth it