My life I’ll live it my way.

I will rebel if people disapprove the way I live my life
If told to do something I’ll do it more for spite
I cause no one trouble I am my own worst enemy
I love the drugs but they don’t love me
My body's in a state of recovery
For one nights pleasure 3 days of pain
Illicit drug use has made me insane
The suffering is worth doing what I love
But the times coming my body's had enough
Ive done as much as I could
When the session was going good But so much time spent from reality
Has resulted in me floating without gravity
Nothing to hold me down or return back
Over indulgence and its self control that I lack
I love the drugs but they don’t love me Leaving me in a state of recovery