Faded Like Tears In The Rain

I'm writing this poem with a red pen, with blood from my broken heart as ink
They say time's supposed to heal
But fuck it's moving like a snail
I miss her so bad went looking for her yesterday
And it's funny how everyone told me I just missed her like they knew
Now I'm here regretting all her birthdays I missed
Would tell her I'm coming but i was just
like those people faking orgasm
Now I'm falling like Autumn leaves
Going through the coldest of winter
Hoping life will spring up
Heart broken praying my heart will get back to its original shape like a spring
Behind bars like a convict drinking playing my guitar with broken strings
At the stage wearing black was a fat lady singing so loud